Tears of Saddness, Tears of Joy

Well i dont know what to say. This year for me has been an Emotional Rollercoaster. Some bad things have happened and so much good has happen. I know i've grown from it however i still am sad. I managed to pass one of the hardest subjects in my course, yet i failed an easier subject. I'm a bit sad from that, And i know i will have a semester fo pesercutions from parents about it.
However i am still perservering, for my Tears of Joy outweight my tears of Saddness, and no matter what, i want to serve the Truth and Living God!. Please continue praying for my saddness and lonyness.

Anyways God Bless
Laurence

AhhThankyouuuu

Well kinda settling down into reality. i am still fired up and spent most of the day, reading, studing, and reflecting apon God's Word. So far i've been resisting The two major sins that i have been finding difficult, and That is good.

I've had a great time to prayer today with my friend. I've been really joyful because of MYC, but i have been also very sad, I gave my all, as honest as i could, but it didn't work out. It is nothing effecting my faith however, in fact its strengening it, but nether the less, i'm sad, Relationships are really hard, Even harder then preaching sermons lol. Anyways as we where praying, man i feel in to tears, and tears of Joy, their are some many Christian in my life, that have done so much for me, me a sinner, that im affraid to loose them, but the day will come when i must and im worried in one sense about it. I geuss thats a good reason for companionship, in that you have someone to encourage u for most of your life, and help u in your ministry. Anyways im so greatful for your prayers, and please continue praying for my comfort and lonlyness.

Church was good as well, Looking at judges 12, and bits of timothy, To perserver in Sufferings. I geuss tommorrow i should start preparing my Sermon, and Im worried, uni Results come tommorrow. My friend is off to ancon, which is Sydney uni's equivalent, Hope that goes well. Oh and i also passed my PTC course Early Church histroy :)

Anyways God Bless, Go in Peace to love and Serve the LORD! The one and try Living GOD!

Laurence

I is back, Back to reality, The reality of suffering

Well. I am back, home sweet home. MYC was awesome. Main thrust was about How God has revealed himself, Through people, Word, Jesus, ect. Encouraged me personally to listen to Gods word in everything, Consider fulltime ministry and to change especially in my private bible and prayer time.

It is really depressing comming back to reality, The worlds view is just so opposite. Even in my parents, lol kinda paraphasing what they said, but to them, it seem stupid, what i am doing, why would i give up the pleasure of life, for something, that pays low, no money, ect. Well God is worth it. So i personally am erging to change, to lead in prayer, to read God's Word and find more about the knowledge of Truth!, and to stop my stupid sinning. well i can't fully stop, because i am still human, but i will try to make an effort to be holy. God has done so much for us yet we sin, its sad :(. JOY - Jesus Others Yourself! Jesus is Lord and IS highest priority, with putting others above yourself, you can't be joyful in the work of the LORD!, if we arn't concern for the lost, well we arn't in Christ. And finally we must have self control!

Well i accomplish one of the most difficulty things i ever found in life. A barreir which has been in me, Even harder then preaching and leading. I am too shy and scared, even to goto centerlink, it takes me alot of boldness. It took my friends all week, and even set it up, sorry changed what i was writing here, i wont tell you what it was, but i think God had a purpose in it, which took much boldness. Oh and fellowship, i kinda cryed silently going home, cause i really do miss my christian friends, who have encouraged me so much, to serve the one and true living God.

Anyways Peace be with you all
God bless
Laurence

MYC (Meet Your Companion) Finally

Yeap u geussed it, its finally myc (Mid Year Conference) tommorrow. The joy of packing cloths. I can't wait, should be good :), bringing my friend along from church aswell. Ive done some work on comic, fixed up characters, made a good storyboard, funny aswell. Penciled the first page, friend inked it. I havent scaned anything yet, though after myc i'll put some scan of it up for viewing.

Anyways God bless
Laurence

Comic Idea

Friend suggested i should make a comic. so i came up with some ideas. These a some rought scetches so dont expect them to be all in proportion

Winter, Winter, Winter, MYC, MYC

Well i finally finished up my exams, and boy were they hard. Well can't say i've had rest yet, been having to renavate the house non stop, stupid selling house. Not much has happened really, just friday night we had a thing called caffe manna, was good, eat togehter, talk to people christian and non-christian and have a short talk. Well its the 1st of July which means its getting colder, maybe snow, that would be cool, MYC is soooooon, hardly can wait. Anyways Thats all for now

God Bless
Laurence

Just what kind of strange creature is Roger Bacon

Well i had my first exam. Man it was so hard, not sure if i'll pass but i hope. Strangly enough on the way down to it, a random person came up to me on the train and prayed for me lol. However it was a bit of mumballing, a bit of tounghs, and he even gave me a paper with a few saints on it. I just hope he finds out soon whos the real boss, Jesus.

I have an exam tommorrow (Friday) and monday, i think i need some serious prayer for them. I reliesed this semester is properlly the hardest semester i have done :(. The monday one is the hardest for me. I would also like to request pray, for some rest. I've overly worked my self out this semester, and i have too much worries and thoughts.

Anyways u are properlly wondering why i have such strange titles. This perticular one is from a game. Actually this character is in the series of the game, all three games that is. His very old, but very funny. Ive recently finished the 3rd one, gota be my favourite series on ps2 at the momment. In the game They mistakely take this old man, to be an alien, and lock him up in Area 51. Later in the game their is a quiz, and one of the question in it is? whats the name of the strange creater :P, thus henceforth where the title comes from. Excuse my bad english. I've added two pictures of this wonderful game. The first one is of the main character and the second of Roger Bacon. His actually something like 800 years old :P Took me ages to find a screenshot of him lol.

Anyways I should get back to study.
God Bless
Laurence

Well A bit more relieved, happy as one would say

I finally handed my project in. Got a new student card, that was a pain, had to print off a internet order form, goto the post office pay it, go to uni, and get the new card lol.

Our youth group lol 4 people decided to visit another youth group. The one in blacheath we went to, to our good old baptist friends :). I was encouraged by the sermon, The minister their does such a great job at keeping things biblical :). Since being a youthy kinda nights, the topic was on dating lol. A little bit embaraced i was but thats allright. Though after i got home, i though about my situation with the girl i like. i though yeah maybe its worth being patient. i also though why am i so negative, i take every situation as something that seem like ignorance. But it brings me a smile, when i see a smile on her. Now i wont say if she was their or not, but it didnt matter i geuss. I think it re reminded me that God's allways in control, i think i really dont get when people say, God hasn't picked someone for u, no such thing, if that was so, then how would he be in control. And im thankful i have met this girl, well gathering some kind of feeling, cause i find it, through these time i even grow more, i get constantly reminded of how good God's grace is, not to mention that it is hard times aswell, but God does work for the good of thoes who love him.
I think i would love it if she had the same feelings, but i geuss thats kind of self centered, and if she does or not, it dosn't matter, Cause Jesus is allways our first date and will last for eternity. I should trust God more

Anyways enought of my blaba (if thats even a word), i got big big exams on next week, so i really really should study lol, oh my friend did a amazing christian art for Winter magic, it kicks butt, you should see it. Anyways

To him who is able to keep you from falling and to present you before his glorious presence without fault and with great joy, to the only God our Saviour be glory, majesty, power and authorithy, through Jesus Christ our Lord; and hte blessing of God Almighty, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, be amongst you and remain with you always. Go in peace to love and serve the Lord
Amen.

Yo Project is Almost Due, Tommorrow it's due

Well may i say all this week, all i've done is this project. A little study of my other subjects here and their. Its finally due, looks like all my prayers are paying off :P. Its almost finished. I've compeleted all the tasks. For one of the task i didn't fully satify the requirement, but i just couldn't figure it out. And a few bugs here and their, like it doen't have a bottom :P.
Anyways heres a picture of the differnet phases in programming this thing.



Oh i also watched this cool CGI anime called Hanare Toride no Yonna. Gave me ideas for my project :)

God Bless
Laurence

Yeah Productive Week

Yeah, Got some of my Project done this week, no texture mapping or beizer Meshing :(. Yakitate Japan finally ended :(, sad but cool, thats an bread making anime series, loads of laughter :P. Watched a cool Japanese movie called Azumi, Recommond it heaps :). Church was cool Yesterday, lol Church is good every day, as it should be lol, well their is hard times, but the over all glory is worth it. Had Child protection training yesterday, lol was okay, bad presentation, but was good. yey like the 5th certificate of child protection.

Anyways Seeya
God bless
Laurence

Seems to be just one of thoes bad months

Why do i suggest its a bad month. Well today i ended up lossing my wallet, appears some one stole it while i was on the train, and day dreaming/dozeing off. Ahwell, Should of put a note into my wallet saying something like, you have done the wrong thing, but i forgive you, because God forgave me, oh theirs also spare $100 under the sticting, or something like that.

Went to my staff member's Ordination today in paramatta. Was really good, great to see Friends Boldly steping into the field of Full time ministry with an apointed parish :).

Oh, i also got a manga, Bleach Vol 11 Today, must say its the best quality manga i've seen. Not just a great story line, but every picture drawn is so nice and detailed :) 10/10, Its the first Bleach manga i got, they only had vol 10,11 and 12 at the shop only :(.



Thats from the anime series of Bleah, wow they are up to 82 and still kicking :)

Anyways, I should be off to sleep Good night
God Bless
Laurence

Smoke me a kibba, i'll be back for breakfast

Yeah, i passed one of my hard assignments the last one, im still passing so far in the subjects so thats good :).
Today Rushed to finish a Lab report, but got it done in the end. Bible study was mainly prayer today. Youth group, only me and another person turned up this week :( a little bit sad.

Thursday, was not to bad day, did no work at all, really tired, how ever had a missionary come into our main meeting. Its encouraging to see how Christianity is really growing in the poor parts of the world :).

Anyways, i'm making it quick, my friend has a ordination, tommorrow, so i must get to sleep soon.

God bless, Ja ne
Laurence

Only if one could invent a catchy Title

Well, i geuss today i recovered a little bit lol, good thing.

On the train home, i talked to a uni friend of mine, helped me to reliase that, really i was worrying about things too much, and that i shouldn't fully put my all into my matter, incase the unexpected does happen. well kinda in a way expected lol. Nether the less, even if that makes no sense, what i'm trying to get to, is that i should trust God with everything, and actually doing it then just words. Also had a committe meeting today, went well, and discussed some complication issues. I also relised, that some of my good friends will leave or have leftd the end of the year, because it is their final year of uni. Its sad :( when i think about it, but ahwell ghot all eternity right ?.

Heres another cool animation i found. This one is a parody of Final fantasy. I really like it :)
http://www.flashplayer.com/animation/finalfantasy.html

anyways to anyone who is actually reading this, please pray for me, and especially the issues that where mentioned in previous posts.

P.S, the anime Yakitate Japan!! is still going lol, Ep 66, crazy anime. I also been watching the Lupin III ova's, Good old Lupin, brings back all my memmories from childhood well year 7. Especially when Lupin finally goes to save the princess in Castle of Cagliostro, and he gets to her, and says, I pledge to be your Knight in shinning Armor, brought tears to my eye when i first saw that bit :P

God bless
Laurence

The Lovly Smell of Uni Computers

Yeap. Uni is boring :P

Just about to start class. Nearly everyone ended up failing the assignment for one of my classes. Ahwell.

Anyways i found this cool animation, check it out its really cool http://www.flashplayer.com/animation/resanctification.html

Nothing much to report, still a bit sad from the events that have been happening, but ahwell.

Go in peace to love and serve the Lord
Laurence

Well, Could of been better

Well what can i report of my day. Nothing that i hoped actually happened :(.
The lab in the morning, i did not finish. We got through the lab we where behind. Started the project and couldn't get it finished, so we lost a large amount of marks for that reason.

I've been really stressed today, more then i should be, even though i relise the main cause of stressed is becauses of one's focus on self, so it's because of my weekness and sinfulness, that i'm properlly stressed. I handed in my assignement, hopefully that goes okay.

Other matters, i finally did the early church history exam. I supprisenly finished first, but i kinda feel bad, looking around the room i've noticed people wrote double what i wrote, and i really hope i pass, but i know i didn't put enough effort into it. I tryed studing before the exam, but i felt burnt out and sad a little.


I really can't wait for MYC, i really enjoy and getting encouraged when im together with alot of christians, learning about God, and continuly spuring one another along, Its awesome to be in God's Kingdom, i relise it even more with these situations, We are just pefectic week sinful human beens, but in Christ we are made alive with him for eternity (Iesu-san wa Seisei wo motte) as Lord of all :). Praise God.

Anyways thats enough of that, expressing too much in a blog, lol nowons ever gonna read it. Thanks be to God Forever and ever.
Laurence

Yo First Blog

Well i geuss this is my first blog. Not much of a blog fan, but it thought to my self why not, my friends are doing it, could be a way to share my thoughts :).

Well Today has been an interesting day. Im quiet stressed and at the edge of nearly going into burn out. So much assements for uni, so much late night, its hard work :(.
Church was great today, its allways great :). Their was a baptism in the morning, lots of people came to church, and lots of kids, exciting, i was on for leading in the morning, so i got a little nervous from the amount of people. But people said i did good, so i am encouraged that others were encouraged. It is great to be God's kingdom, under God's rule, and it is great to encourage one another to continue growing in Christ. Of course, sorry, It's not our own doing, but God's doing, a duel partnership with man, Under the supreme Authroity of Scripture :). Long sentence, hope that made sense. I'm glad i got to squeenze in a quick version of two ways to live before the words of confession :).

Though an interesting thing, actually not long ago , i was online, and a friend of mine (i wont mention names, this is the internet after all lol) saw my struggles i was going through uni, and he told me, well i should spend less time with church and more time with uni (His a non-christian). Wow, i mean what an excellent oppuntiunity. I said, well i said that i find God the most important thing, and he then later asked, wodering just why i find God important, it wasn't a long reply, he had to go, but yeah i told him its my hope. Its glad to see his thinking through it, and im glad i can be a witness to him.

Anyways other matters, i have a Early church histroy exam tommorrow :). Its been great that this semester we could look at Early church histroy, especially when herecis like Da Vinci code have been out. I've also been learning Doctrine this semester and i loved it :). Learning about God is so fun :).


Well tommorrow is going to be a hard day. im behind 3 labs in a class for tommorrow, and the last part is worth like 60%, and i can't do the last part to i do the other 2. So im heaps worried aobut that, then theirs the whole telling this girl how i feel, and then after that a early church history exam. But u know what, I can do all things in Christ who strengtens me. I Want to live for him , and thus put my full trust in him, in anything i do :).

Been watching Cowboy Beebop, wonderful anime, i recomend it to all. Well i just relised its is my bed time, so i must get to sleep, oh my friends sermon was great today, i think he though it wasn't that good, but it really was good, We may be weak in proclaiming christ, but it Is God who convicts people, and changes people.

Anyways God Bless (I wrote more then i thought i would for a first blog lol)
Laurence